I’m 25 dating a 45-year-old married man. He won’t commit or provide for me
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I have insisted on quitting the relationship but he still insists that he'll change and make everything formal.
My name is Ann. I met a guy at my workplace. He is 45 and I'm 25. We fell in love and he opened up to me that he was married. He insisted that he will make me his second wife. He's gone to my parents and even interacted with my brothers. This guy has never done anything for me, I pay every bill and even buy him gifts but he has never reciprocated. We've been together for two years yet his friends or family have no idea of my existence. I have insisted on quitting the relationship but he still insists that he'll change and make everything formal. I don't love this man anymore because I feel he's just using me. Please advise me.
This is a man on a mission to enjoy a myriad of thrills from you. He does not care whether he provides, or whether you are known to his family and friends. All he cares about is his personal interest which you are providing. Have a talk and in case he shows no signs of prioritising your interest then you have the option to run away and never look back. You are still young to get another man who will value you and provide you with every support that you need.
You can't find love in someone who has already given his heart to another person. This guy is using you as solace in his bad moments. Coming to see your parents and interacting with your siblings is not a reason to think he loves you and will certainly marry you. His parents know only his wife. Read the red lights and find the love of your life. Never be an object to set apart what God has put together.
Rev Geoffrey Avudiko, Mitume, Kitale
It is commendable that after two years you are realising that there is no positive feature in the relationship. Please confide in a close friend and take a walk from this man. It is likely to be hard but don't look back, you deserve better. And as you walk away strive to be more assertive in your life as this also improves your self-esteem. Take a walk.
Drive Counseling Centre-Kitengela
At 45, a good number of marriages are affected by midlife issues and through you he got an outlet and he's not willing to let go. It's interesting that at your age you're ready to take second place but he appears non-committal, in fact, he has shielded you from his marriage and family. My take is: Always take time to love and observe before you decide on a life partnership. You are still very young, open your eyes and move on, there are many fish in the sea and what you wanted is already taken. There's a difference between being loved and being taken advantage of.
W. Kagochi Kuira, Counselor Nyeri
At this point, your relationship can only be described as an affair that has lasted two years. Whether he means to have you as a second wife or not. The promise of that kind of commitment should not be the avenue you use to validate a man's bond with you. After all, he already has a wife. A man wanting multiple wives is not an issue. The problem lies in the fact that he uses the promise to lure you into his world. It keeps him relevant in your relationship. It would appear that your reference of you paying all the bills is somewhat odd especially when you consider the social construct of a man's duties to his woman. In the modern age genuine partners share in life so that no one feels like they are being used. Everyone in my opinion should bring something to the table. In your case, it has been two years. The odds of him changing are slim. I would advise that you look for a person who can be your friend instead of a man whose only selling point is marriage. Being married is a ceremony however to have a near enough happy and fulfilling life you must want more than just to share titles with another human.
Maurice Matheka, Relationship Counsellor
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